It was a perfect winter evening. There
was enough smog that you did not need to exchange glances or smiles with strangers
therefore no need to worry about your appearances. I must have really come far
since I was out of thoughts generated by my subconscious mind. I was thinking
of turning back when I noticed there was a man sitting on a chair which had
only two legs. No matter how hard he tried, he could not balance the chair. It was an amusing sight. I
kept watching him, but not for long. Curiosity got the better of me and I decided
to approach him. “Can I help you”- I said. “Indeed” he smiled at me and
vanished into this air. Next minute I was sitting on the chair and trying to
balance it. No matter how hard I tried, I was not able to get up. And as
happens with all the nightmares, I woke up sweating and trembling.
I got up and walked towards the
fridge. I had moved recently into this house and was getting accustomed to it. There
were many doors and I ended up opening the wrong door. After switching on the
lights I realised that this is not the kitchen, but just before closing the
door, my eyes fell on an object which I could never forget. Not on that night,
not ever in my life. A chair with two legs. My knees suddenly became weak. The
problem with the Heart attack is that it does not come as easily as they show in movies. You
have to go through the full agony of realising the implications, the fear and the
pain. You have to feel every drop of sweat dripping down your forehead and a
chill down your spine. It is wrong on so many levels. Your whole life’s
disbelief in ghosts come crashing.
The human mind is very strong. It
conjures up images and the face of the man sitting on the chair was in front of
my eyes. For the first time I realised that it was a face which could not be
described. I am not sure whether we can call it a face. The man was now sitting
on the chair. The chair was perfectly balanced on its two legs. He whistled. My dog came running. My dog was
now sitting in his lap. The chair was balanced. Somehow the fact that the chair was balanced seemed to be much more significant that all of this. Fortunately the human mind can
only take as much so I collapsed.
I could never go back to that
place even for collecting my stuff. I moved to the city and drowned myself in
work. My kids help me remain occupied in one thing or other. I miss my dog. The life
has changed, except on winter evenings…..
This was really scary! More so because so many things are left to one's imagination..
ReplyDeleteVery scary.........
ReplyDeleteVery scary.......
ReplyDeleteAnanya/Anjali - I know....I was terrified when i was writing this....
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